friday / 8:35 pm

i didn't do a morning page today. instead i cuddled with miso and paul and gave myself the time and space i needed to just sit and be for awhile. miso was being so adorable and I just didn't want to waste that time to running errands or doing anything other than just enjoying their company. 

yesterday, dan's favorite kitty was put down. i watched him fall apart and try to keep from crying. i remember the last time i had to make a decision to end a life, and it's one that stays with you. i hope, in his case, it was made with the input of a partner by his side. and i'm so glad that in his decision they didn't have to operate and remove that life from him.